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Thursday, October 20, 2011

The weather's cold and it's a breezy night but surprisingly, I'm not ready to curl up under my blanket and doze off to sleep. I don't exactly know what it is that's keeping me up but something is. These days, something always does not seem right. There's a void within me, and I don't want to risk sounding lonesome. Yet that's as plain as it gets. Tonight, it feels slightly more unusually empty in this enclosed space I supposedly call my sanctuary.

Perhaps I'm missing a couple or more special people in my life - a few loved ones who are alive and kickin' or dead and gone. I guess Chuck Palahniuk said it all, "And there are always dreadful, horrible things in anyone’s life that they cannot resolve."


Always. 
And it doesn't help that my pride or utter lack of hope gets in the way all the time, disrupting my countless attempts at making better judgement when I choose certain things to say or do, or even feel.


Sigh, everything gets so unnecessarily tiresome. 
You could have had it any other way, you know?
I know I could. 
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