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Never Let Me Go.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011


It's one thing to have hope. It's another to see it, and feel it, shatter into a million little pieces strewn all over the ground. That is exactly how I feel right now. I tried to run away from this feeling of utter hopelessness, this abominable sense of being helpless, but to no avail. It keeps catching up with me, deep within, I cannot hide anymore thus I must write.

^ sort of things belong in my LJ most of the time, I realise. But I just needed a change of space. A new breath of air, if any of this even make sense at all.

The last few days have been spent with my closest girlfriends, one or two, if not all 4 of them at once. I've also been spending time at home, with my brothers. We've been having siblings outings, just for lunch or some walking around the neighbourhood, blissful simple moments like that. I met Hadri again recently too, on Sunday night (yeah, he's still in Singapore), just to chill out and catching up on what's been happening around.

Yesterday, I met up with Aishah at the gym and we chilled out at Jurong Point for a little while afters. I rented dvds and watch 'New York, I love you' which made me feel a little pensive somehow. But I don't wish to blog about that, not now.

I just finished watching 'Never Let Me Go' on dvd half an hour ago and I'm still moved by the whole plot. It's a beautiful movie indeed. I can't seem to find the right words to describe the effect that the movie had on me though... maybe just not yet.
I'll end this post with the last few lines from the movie:

"He’d wave, and maybe call. I don’t let the fantasy go beyond that. I can’t let it. I remind myself I was lucky to have had any time with him at all. What I’m not sure about is if our lives have been so different from the lives of the people we save. We all complete. Maybe none of us really understand what we’ve lived through or feel we’ve had enough time."
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