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Tuesday, June 22, 2010


When you lose something or someone you truly love, treasure and care for, the pain stays. You'll move on in time, and continue living your life as days go by. However, the matter of fact is that you'll never be the same person anymore. You will never be able to get over it. Time will heal, but there's only so much of the excruciating pain that time can heal. No matter where you go, or how many months/years go by, it still hurts. Sometimes you go on doing just fine, concealing all the pain deep inside perfectly but there are times when everything will just come crashing down on you. What other choice do you have then? You have to suck it up and get back on your two feet, keeping your head held high. There are times when you will just hate the world, fuck everything that moves, and be consumed in mere frustration stemming from your own helplessness. There are times when you're petrified, completely filled with terror at the utter loneliness and ever-increasing void within. That is when you realise that there are other people, and even other things, which can fill up that void bit by bit, if you give them a chance. Undeniably, the wound will never truly heal. The pain lingers in you, with you, as you live each and every day. So you keep telling yourself that everything will be fine, cause that's what they always say anyway. Thus, the line between self-deception and optimism does get blurred at times. At the end of the day, you got to realise that no one will keep consoling you everyday. You have to stand up, get back on track, and save your wandering self before you lose your way. More often than not, it is way easier to lose yourself, especially when you're grieving.
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